Posted on Thu Jan 17, 2019
What’s on my life? I’ve found this article What It’s Like to Be a Diagnosed Narcissist through Hacker News. Very enlightening about the behaviour of some people that had/have a role in my life; it added some bits I was missing in my mental model about their shitty way of living relations. I wish I had known back when I was young.
Especially clarifying is the notion of thinking schematics: patterns of thinking they create, putting themselves at the centre, and that remain immutable for years and decades; impermeable to implicit and explicit information they receive from other people.
This is what wears out humans that are in relation to them. Including me, because I try hard to put rational thinking at the beginning of everything. And I just cannot bear intellectual dishonesty.