I am not into social networks; I never had an account on Facebook, et cetera. (I do not consider Github a proper social network). Anyway, today I stumbled on the Facebook page of a girl I liked 1 many years ago. This is something you should not do, for health reasons. But I did.
She is a successful woman now.
She was so beautiful I could not breathe right. I do not recognise her in the photos (yes, I am sure she is her). If I focus I can match a relaxed smile, the face’s oval, the thick hair, the shape of her shoulders.
Her transformation struck me. I do feel the age in my body, but I do not feel transformed.
Fuck.